forever-luvya

2006-03-12T09:29:00.000-08:00

time realli flies its going to be a month soon.. a month since u came in.. a month since i knew u.. things were going well u were good realli good.. so good tt i can't find any fault in u ba.. but is it rite? pass by her friendster she still loves u.. wat abt u lehz is it the same or isit juz her own one sided feelings.. see her photos juz made mi uncomfortable.. yes its all in the past but its still wired to see this kinda things de ba.. am i feeling to much how would u feel if u were mi?? if tis wounld to happen to u.. no matter wat i still choose to believe in u.. believe in everything tt u said.. lets juz hope tt she would wake up soon ba & nt mi having to wake up from this sweet dreams...

2006-03-12T09:13:00.000-08:00

some pictures of mi & debz.. haha this is onli parts of them.. we actually took almost up to 40 photos in a dae man.. causing both our photo to be low in memory.. how zi lian can we get.. haha...

2006-02-27T06:37:00.000-08:00

todae is 27th of feb.. without knowing its been 1 mth & 19 des since i last posted & a lot a lot of things have happen within this period of time my life seems to change.. new chapters of my life has been open too much to name.. gt my results long ago & by God's grace i did it i mange to clear it but where am i going next still nt sure yet but i believe tt where ever i land it will be the best coz god's with mi.. he will send mi to a place where i can do well & glorfiy his name..no longer working le staying at home & rot.. kinda bore & nt use to it.. use to the busy times when working le ba..however when i am working i feel like staying at home.. mao dun wat do i realli wan for myself??

i kinda feel lost where am i heading to nw? wat is the kinda life tt i wan even i myself nt so sure.. u came into my life nt long ago.. u were good in fact veri good even better then how i am to u.. feel so cherish by u..

we are well everything is fine.. we are happen together & we are both happy.. there might be times where we disagree but i am glad tt we always manage to slove it in a peaceful manner without having

to quarrel...

tt's the few bigger things tt happen to mi in this period of time

alot more but either to lazy to post or dunno how to express it i

in words ba.. wow my life is so so so "fun" simply

sum up the entire month plus by this short short post haha..

nitez nitez or morning or afternoon

to all those out there reading my blog haha

[greeted u no matter wat time u read ]

2006-01-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

my candle collection...

how it look in the past

** new members**

pet from cherie

angel from hua & enci

baby from wan lian

2006-01-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last post was so busy working tt i feel tt my life is onli meant for working especially wen working in the afternoon shift ur life is onli abt working slp then wake up work again.. arrr sian...
finally went out with hui & mei on i forget when le but finally got to meet them after dunno how many weeks sia think chalet is the last time we met sia everyone was busy work.. a pity tt hua cannot join us on tt dae si hua mei hui haven get together for soo long le.. then fast forward to sat.. when back to sch to help clear the new gb roon finally we got a room by ourself heez.. then after tt went orchard with enci & ms constance.. enci thanks for wat u did on tt dae but its nt ur fault maybe u are rite ba its my own thinking tt is stopping mi lorz but i promise if i were to change u will be the first to see it k... then sun went out with wl & cousin to shop for new year clothes spend like almost 100 dollars sia.. heart pain earn till so hard then spend so fast.. still left with a pair of shoes & i am done with my new year shopping haha... will blog photos on a different entries...
getting my pay slip tml but the pay will nt be much ba becoz onli work for half a month ma.. tml is the start of my working like again sian.....

2005-12-19T03:28:00.000-08:00

i am tired realli realli tired.. dun wanna leave sch life the world is so different nw with all kinds of ppl.. have started working for nt even a week yet & i am tired.. has been working in the afternoon shift for the past few daes wake up prepare then go work .. then after work cum back slp then next dae work again... i seem to leave god out.. i dun seem to have enough time for him.. i was so happy tt i found this job but was sad to find put tt i had to work weekends when all the rest hu work there have a choice.. y do i have to.. i work everydae nt even having a full dae break or a dae of good rest.. i felt bad i realli did nt spend enough time with god.. wat shuld i do i am struck in the middle to obey god? to honour my parents? how can i cum out with a solution tt is pleasing to all.. sorrie father to neglect u.. i am struck help mi.. bring mi out..
tot abt alot of things yesterdae.. tot abt more abt listen to enci & hua also.. we are all struck but we noe tt god will lead us.. i noe tt but i need strength to hold on & no matter wat i trust god - he is just so true in my life..

christmas cuming went out to buy presents & nw i am broke even b4 i get my oay I am spending do much money..nth much to said le but to end just to said pls remember the true meaning of christmas & dun let other things like parties block god from u.. remember to invite jesus into ur party this year & make him the centre of attraction of the party..
qoute from a veri meaningful email from u...

2005-11-29T02:58:00.000-08:00

the yeo family.. thx guy u have been great..

youth camp'05.. great camp great fun

o is over but i am getting more more more busy than b4.. haven realli gotta a time to realli rest.. after the last paper on 22/11.. 23rd was my class chalet..played so much during chalet then nv sleep much.. after chalet was youth camp 2005.. was real tired through out the whole camp.. wasn't feeling veri well.. first dae onli i lost my voice.. then through out the whole camp veri xin ku no voice.. the camp was great.. hard work & effort put in by all to make it happen.. the games were nt onli great but each with a meaningful a hidden meaning to let us discover the greatness of god.. god was with me through out the whole cam if nt i would nt have been able to make it through the camp i would have break down due to tiredness.. thank u GOD amen... k la end here le.. going for interview tml... noe tt God is with mi & he will bless mi with a jod tt he wans mi to have...

i committe my life onto ur hands.. amen

2005-11-17T23:50:00.000-08:00

strange??

weird ma?

cut hair le

before cutting hair

yesh second last paper todae.. nw onli left with science mcq.. accompany hua..mei hua.. jess go do hair todae then go reborn then i sit there see them haha funny experience.. then at the end decided to have a hair cut.. felt tt i look quite weird lehz.. sharten my fringe then look strange atrange de to mi la the rest all said nt bad.. than trim a bit then jian bao.. then reach home at 9++. tml going out again.. help wilson celebrating his birthdae.. so busy after o keep spending money i am broke..will continue to up date tml abt the celebration if i do nt get home too ate or too tired..

2005-11-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

o is cuming to an end... after tml i will b left with i last paper & i will be free.. taking a short break from the stressful life of studying like mad.. everything around will change new sch new life new ppl new chapter new frenz but will nt forget my old frenz de... ppl always said tt secondary is the most colourful & wonderful de and i agree to it.. been to a fun class where everyone on was veri on & clso to one another.. made lots of good frenz.. although tt were also bad thing but even good memories cum to my mind all the bad things will be wash away.. dun wanna lose contact with all my frenz [ hate it].. hope tt i will be in all of ur mind os memories.. nv forget mi coz i will nv forget u all de.. this is my promise to u guys..
the result will be out sooner or later so no use thinking abt it now.. enjoy urself & if u have done ur best i am sure God will see it & reward u accordingly..

silence is golden....

2005-11-10T00:20:00.000-08:00

its now past midnight..

todae was the worse-- the worse for mi.. the english paper was so damn tough.. did nt even understand the passage let alone do the qns... veri scared...mild & terrible fear filled mi.. i felt nothing but fear.. fear of failing english.. wat can i go??? wat can i do?? if i fail no english.. NO WHERE.. listen good no where.. had dreams.. had hope... had goals but are all scattered by a single paper---- <<>>

physics was still okie expect some qns where i totally dunno wat is it saying so my answer of filled with nothing but rubbish..

had so fun todae also.. haha si*hua*mei*hua went pooling again.. we played abt 1 hrs++.. made lots of jokes as usual.. we are so adicted to it but feeling like going.. madness,....
anyway wanna thank kor for thje encouragement given. i promise to try my best for the rest of the papers..

3 down 5 more to go
<<>>

2005-11-08T19:47:00.000-08:00

i have change my blog skin.. finally i have master the skill of it & was able to finish the whole blog by myself no need ppl to help mi le.. had the 3rd paper of o level todae ---> chemistry.. the paper was esay so easy tt i dunno how to do some.. the qns are on chapters tt i did nt realli study then those tt we tot is veri important de did nt cum out at all.. spent so much time on those and memorising all the diagrm in the end all nv cum out.. but at least its an easy & do-able paper..

2 down 6 to go.. jia you

2005-11-07T18:40:00.000-08:00

i down 7 more to go... had math p1 & ss papers todae.. math was okie but gt some qns quite tricky needa write the qns veri carefully.. paper was quite ok over all.. hmmm SS.. yeah all tt i stud came out but nt use the SEQ was so tricky.. didn't quite understand wat it wan.. check from teacher did the first qns in the wrong format again did nt get wat it wans.. but cher said still gt tt bad max maybe still can get 9/12 for qns 1.. 2 still dunno but no hope for tt.. issues base qns are hard..

its a killer paper todae...

2005-10-30T05:00:00.000-08:00

yan mei * Sseow hui

xiao hua& yan mei

angela..seow hui

angela..yan mei.. fu rong.. dark dark

yan mei & angela

playing pool..

2005-10-30T04:50:00.000-08:00

money$$$$$

bill pls...

yeah we finish eating

we are having dinner

my leg

red & painful legs.. after

2005-10-30T04:30:00.000-08:00

soking.. process

trying to go into the hot water.. before

stiring the hot water.. its too hot..

introducing the sembawang hot spring...

time nw is 4.11 am in da morning.. went out with xiao hua.. yan mei.. seow hui & fu rong.. went to celebrate yan mei's bdae.. first we all gather at my house then after tt we went sembawang there de hot spring ..the water there was so super hot sia we took such a long time then dare to put our legs in veri veri long but hor after tt all our legs like cook le like tt so super hot & red.. then after tt we went taste of thailand eat spend quite a lot of money hor [ will load all the photo later de] then after tt we went pool finally becoz last time nt all 16 so wait till all 16 which is nw lorz then go play.. haha make a lot of joke at first but after a while okie le all sort of now how to play le then nt tt much joke liao.. play for 2 hrs ++ play three full set nt counting those tt is learn learn de.. haha we all hook to pool le.. keeping wanting to play more.. even plan for the next trip le.. heez.. tt's my dae.. finally can go out play play dun need study heez..

2005-10-24T22:45:00.000-07:00

haha wo men de bing qi ling..

my nametag .. my name..

the uncle who help mi do my
keychain..

i look wired coz wear full dress black
black de.. then hair also black
like no body haha

doing my a math.. focus...

going for lunch...

san ge da bai chi going lunch

found out tt i can't realli study at home too must temptation.. com.. tv.. bed so went back sch study with ying & val wow the place was cool quiet & no ppl onli gt we three.. manage too study quite a bit but still gt play play play la haha.. did math in the first half of the dae did a math then after tt went for lunch then cum back do poa heez.. then after tt went causeway with ying ying.. brought a keychain & have ice cream haha cool.. the uncle who did the keychain was great he did it veri fast & veri skill sia... that's my dae with frenz books papers & studies..

2005-10-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

been long since i post life was boring nth much special just studying everydae.. but am i realli studying or am i just lying to myself.. its seem tt i am studying but things just dun seem rite then dun go into my brain.. i am stress the others are too everyone is... its just how we manage it.. one more month after tt i am free till the time the result is out will i be happi will i be sad onli god noes..

holding on..

2005-10-01T23:28:00.000-07:00

hey went for tuition in the moring english lesson was boring as usual.. then after tt went home then gt tuition fo ppl at 3plus then sfter tt went to meet debbie at 5plus first go chong pang make hp then after tt we went northpoint walk walk coz at night we going sensense eat with mr chew[farewell dinner] so we walk walk walk then took photo then after tt wilson cum meet us.. we found out tt we went out too early there still a lots of time left so went take photo again this time with wilson haha.. no where to go le so we wento quee first.. haha had a full meal thanks mr chew for the treat.. realli enjoyed myself todea..

2005-10-01T15:54:00.000-07:00

wow so long nv blog le maybe gt about a week le.. lets start from 29/9

29/9
todae after school went to watch wait till u are old with hui*mei*hui*jess
the show was acted by andy lau it was a nice show veri touching.. all cum out eyes red red de haha..
30/9
todae is the date for superstar concert.. was quite sad at first coz was nt able to go.. after sch went home & intend to rot or go slp de then suddenly qian call mi ask mi wanna go or nt coz edwin gt extra tickets he wanna give us haha i was so excited faster call mummy then she said i can go then qian after much talking she also can go .. so we meet & went the concert was great all the contestant did veri veri veri well derrick was so cute he look so cute even though he is botak haha.. the song he sang was nice also.the part where Derrick mo fang [shui shang piao] was so super cute & the rest of the star mo fang the other judge la veri funny also haha. jason was great also love the two song he sang.. the fast one was full of energy and the slow one was full of emontions..of coz thers still kelly.. jun yang.. sin huay & alot more too much to name heez..the concert ended abt 11 plus almost to 12 o no mrt to send us home so wanna take cab home but no cab too many ppl le so in the end call a cab reach home abt 1plus going to 2am.. haiz wat a long tiring dae but i was fun if i nv go i sure will regret de...

2005-09-27T23:02:00.000-07:00

a dae of happiness & sadness.. i pass my english finally first time ever this year.. thx god.. as i have expected i fail my SS the source base of tough and i did the wrong format for qns 4b so i fail 22/50 but i pass my CH oner thx to geo but score badly i gt 58/1oo was sort of disappointed but no choice it was my fault i did wrong format no one to blame onli myself... gt back physics 66/100 another paper tt i did nt put in effort to study or can said onli read through formula without reading the rest theory & stuff this cause my bad result again myself to blame nv did wat i have to do which is to study hard.. the bad result for prelim have onlu mi & myself to be blame hope i dun do it again & cause regret after o.. the silence is broken the peace is no longer there the place nw is filled with noise.. quarrel & fights.. whyee whyee must this happen again i tot things were fine.. am i wrong? is force to stick together a wrong choice should they just leave & let the silence cum back again.. i realli miss the peace & silence so much.. i wan to get out of this unpeaceful place.. but i can't show it i just have to hide in.. in front of u all i am fine.. cheerful.. hack care but i do care i am sad but wat can i do expect to cry in the night.. God pls get mi out i am dying in here.. i can't stay here any moment more...

2005-09-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

school reopen haha no la its just back to normal school life after the prelims..haiz gt back alot of papers todae two words shock & disappointed.. was shock tt i pass my geo the subject tt i fear most & gave up on it turn out to be the best result so far.. 36/50 hope my social studies will nt pull it down too much.. haiz math gt 60 for both my A&E maths.. was sort of disappointed in myself tot could do better.. blame myself for the carelessness gt a lot of careless mistake + sign put - sign haiz.. poa another one although gt quite good 77/100 but was nt happy abt it.. i noe tt i can do better but i did nt put in my best... the paper was quite easy but i still did nt do well.. i did nt have enough practise its all myself to blame no one.. will have to put in more effort & hardwork during o level.. hey gt a new shirt thx mei qi cousin&wei ling & jess jie jie for the present & also jin & qian for the cute cute photo frame.. lastly also jia wen & yu ting for their cards & all hu gave mi wishes..

hoping tt i can do better & put in 100% de effort & hardwork during 'O's..

2005-09-25T22:11:00.000-07:00

wa a busy dae ysterdae.. tick dot tick dot its 12 yeah its my 16th birthdae haha sms started cuming in.. msn converstaion window started appearing & calls started cuming in all thx guys thanks for remembering mi & my birthdae heez.. u guys have been great.. then was toking & msging then wow its 2 plus & i have to wait up at 7plus todae for service so said buaiz buaiz to my frenz & went to room haha almost cannot wake up tof=dea was so super tired.. thanks God tt todae service was a fast one its lasted for abt an hrs o nli [the shortest ever] but thx God tt although its a short one but its a meaningful one to mi.. haha..then after service went northpoint's long john for lunch then shop shop there coz gt church camp meeting later.. haha we walk walk here walk walk there then go take neoprint the machine okie lorz nt veri good.. then after tt went meeting lehz.. was a long meeting tok abt lots of thing.. wan lian.. hui jin.. si qian.. belinda[sorrie if i miss out anyone] thx guy u all so sing go k box together[sorrie can't join u all] then still call mi & sing mi a birthdae song so there was every touch thx a million... we might nt have a place for cc pray tt God will show us the way out the way to the place tt he wants us to hold cc in.. amen then after meeting go meet mama then go causeway for dinner.. after dinner we went shopping.. mama brought 2 polo tee for mi haha so happi then she also brought mi a necklace & a bracet haha.. thz mummy.. o ya receive so more present todae wanna thanks all of u guys realli love every single gift tt u all give mi... words can't express how much i thx u all its a deep down feeling tt i realli treasure... will sort put the gifts first then maybe post some let u all see haha..

thx to all my frenz.. this has been a wonderful 16th brithdae becoz of every single of u..

2005-09-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

another dae gone turning sweet 16 tml.. but will it realli be sweet? so sad this year cannot celebrate then gt meting T_T sorrie frenz turn down all of tml.. u all mean well to celebrate for mi but i too busy le will make it up another time de kkz.. went for cell todae afternoon tot of lots of think is my faith realli there? am i realli putting all my trust in God?haiz tts a good point to think abt.. haha wanna thx ms sherine for her biscult bdae cake todae haha... then after cell nth to do go causeway rot with hua haha..tot neoprint then shop shop there having sales haha.. then after tt go home liao.. then gt tuition. tt's my boring dae

2005-09-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

counting down... 2 more daes to mui 16th birthdae. haha went sentosa todae with yan mei.. seow hui..jess..jiay yi.. lee fong.. xiao hua & xiao qing.. went there after our last paper for prelims.. heez.. reach there abt 4 plus then we go play play play.. play volleyball..captain ball * frisble[dunno correct anot].. then still go make new frenz & play with them.. heez play till abt 8 then we go bath then go for late late dinner haha.. all hungry till like wanna die le haha.. then eat eat eat lorz after tt abt 10plus.. so early still dun wanna go home at first wanna go k box de but so ex so in the end nv go lorz... then wanna go durain shell de but sian diao so in the end we go clarke quay walk walk haha.. then after tt go home lorz haha.. wannna thx vanessa for the present realli love the candle hahahahahahaha & also wilson for tt mms card heez..
ReAlLi eNjOy mYsElF tOdAe...

2005-09-16T09:02:00.000-07:00

some photos taken todae.. heez

2005-09-16T00:12:00.000-07:00

hey been a week since i post.. haha prtelims are here & i have taken quite a number of papers le haha but can sae almost all no hope like tt.. some are hard while some still okie but think still cannot make it.. haiz dunno la dun tok abt it le.. anyway next week will be better but next week gt my killer paper *chemistry* i dunno whyee when cher teach i can do & understand then homework also okie but onli tt when it comes to exams i will nt be able to do it de.. whyee??? gt si*hua*mei*hui outing together haha.. its been long since we last go out together le haha 2 week long ma?? hahahaha.. went north point watch movie.. watch one more chance. the movie was great.. interesting..touching..funny..educational..veri real..worth watching <> heez.. then b4 tt we went for lunch together haha had lots of fun & lots of jokes.. we laugh till almost die haha.. then we went to take neoprints haha we had fun too <> we took 2 times haha coz the machine was veri fun then also quite nice but we all looked veri pale haha.. then after the movie we went walk walk then go home lorz..
tt's my dae

haha looking forward to next week my birthdae.. going out with si*hua*mei*hua & see hu else wanna ask mi out haha.. we maybe going sentosa [come back become red face} but still nt comfirm see how lorz...

2005-09-07T12:11:00.000-07:00

was waken up by jess call.. cher last min can give us tution so woke up have my lunch then went back for poa lesson todae.. gt some of my doubts clear thanks cher for spending ur afternoon with us.. then after tt cher drove us to northpoint went there walk walk.. buy thing..took photo haha..then after tt went home.. thanks enci for calling.. haha went back at a wrong time the train was so fuul tt i have to wait for another one & it was so so so full of ppl sia.. i haven realli started studying lehz how?? i am like here half half there half half.. i just dun have the mood.. when ever i wanna study i will take out all mu books but in the end i never ending up studying but ending up playing.. how... stupid idiot asked mi to wait for u for 2 daes but u end up disapperaing horz.. stupid fool sia u.. haha k gonna end here.. gt lesson tml so sad haha..

2005-09-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

last few daes nv post.. went for 3/4mile on sat & stayed there.. guess wat we got scolded.. we all doing having the same major things wat y is it tt we gt scolded but nt her becoz she is useful & we are nt..we were so super angry & upset.. haha spent the whole nite at the basketball court there rot rot heez.. xiao peng you playing her candles there haha..stupid YJ thanks for accompanying.. talk for 2 hrs+ although nt longer then record la haha... anyway thanks so much... exams are cuming how i dun seem to be in the mood to study i haven started.. pls help mi wat am i doing i just can't set my mind to study i noe its important but i just dun have the mind to do it how.. the race is ending soon am i gonna win it or lose it.. i dun wanna lose i cannot afford to lose..
to: u noe hu
sometimes i realli dunno wat are u thinking u noe u seem to be so good at times but at some times u choose to avoid to go into hiding & nt cum out.. but when u cum out u seem fine again.. u are back to normal again but soon u will hide again & i will have to wait again till u are fine again... y must it be mi.. its hard u noe i am weak nt as strong as u.. stop bringing mi in & out just tell mi wat u wan.. if u decide to leave my life forever i will let u go.. i am tired of waiting.. of coz this is nt my wish

2005-09-03T13:17:00.000-07:00

went back to sch for geo lesson todae.. i finally felt tt i learn something.. todae lesson was okok i did understand wat he meant & i gt some of my question answer.. thank God for giving mi widsom to understand the lesson.. later going for 3/4 mile camp might be staying there nt cuming home le.. heez... todae wan lian ask mi if i am a human then i ans her ya am but maybe i am old le.. reason being tt dae after watching superstar go home veri late then after tt they all veri tired then afternoon all go slp but i nv slp & worse dun even feel tired haha then yesterdae nite still can slp at 2am then wake up todae at 7am for tuition then still veri awake & high.. haha... i reall feel tt i am so old lehz i can sleep veri little de lehz but i still won't feel tired like old ppl dun need to slp so long haha.. tt's my dae...

2005-09-02T23:20:00.000-07:00

some pictures taken when we went indoor.. enjoy..

fun fun fun

2005-09-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

omg still cannot believe tt we went indoor yesterdae lehz.. it was so so so so so so so super super super super fun & high man.. we reach there at 3.43pm then go wait at the red capet.. then slack there play* eat* joke* take photo*then after tt think abt 6 plus ba the stars started coming in.. DERRICK was the first to cum together with some others.. was so excited to see him enci also haha.. although tt time recording see him before le but his time more shoik becoz he was so near abt 5om to 100m away onli nt like studio so far.. then the rest of the stars started cuming also.. they were all so handsome & pretty..all dressed up veri nicely..still can't forget how cute derrick look when he smile at us.. haha.. the rest also.. when jason walk past we shouted his name then he turn back & wave at us o my he is so good.. quote something from enci "jason look veri liang li & his smile is veri real & sincere" he is realli veri good to his fan & feel it..
after tt we rush rush rush to collect out tickets then go in.. the place was like so big & we were all so excited for the event to start.. when the event we started to get more & more high man..he were like keep shouting & waving our cardboard & light stick.. we got more & more high especially at the ending during JJ performances.. so high.. then after the show we went to the bridge for more photo shot & so video taking haha so funni.. then after tt we went home by cab heez.. so ex almost $20..thanks guy yesterdae was fun..

to: enci & wan lian

sorrie yesterdae becoz nt enough money so must take till my house then ask my bro pay then u all must walk home alone.. sorrie sorrie...

2005-08-31T19:52:00.000-07:00

todae was teacher's dae.. had a small celebration in school.. a realli veri small one lehz heez..didn't go back to pri sch todae heez first time in my 4 years in secondary sch nv go back.. heez went to buy clothes with the sin ties (pat didn't go) .. went to buy royal blue tee heez for tml de superstar final.. haha we gt the tickets all 6 of us haha so happy wat more we are all goona stand at the red carpet tt means we can see the stars closer haha so happi.. so excited.. i sometimes realli feel tt i am getting more & more out of the group they all like have a so call fixed partner or partners but as for mi i am always with those who cum to mi.. if nt i will be alone.. i realli feel out of the group do i belong there? pls God i have lose far too many frenz i dun wanna lose them anymore.. i can't afford too.. i dun think i can take it i am weak i noe..
To: si qian...
although sometimes u might feel tired of things.. ppl who dun care or watever i think u noe wat i meant but remember i am always here k.. i will be there to support u dun have to be a clown alone i will accompany u de.. heez.. let us go high together k? put all the troubles & fan nao aside..

2005-08-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

it has been a month plus since i last post although a lot of things happen but i realli dunno how to put them in words down here.. they are all feeling & feelings are hard to describe.. this past week have been both happy & sad.. all the 5 of s have gotten PBB the highest award in GB there's the joy part.. youth camp is coming this year i have been appointed as an agl but i tot to myself am i realli up to it.. i sometimes realli doubt my ability=.. i always feels tt i myself is a boat tt is sinking i need ppl to help mi to give mi advise but now i am being as to help ppl am i really up to it? can i do it.. but i noe tt GOD place mi in for a purpose so i am going to go for it & hopefully i will nt disappoint him..
i am back into darkness again u have brought mi out nt long ago but now u have thrown mi in again.. y do this have to happen.. u said u dun wan it to be like this but u have made it through its all ur doings.. all thr promises in the past are no longer there they have all been broken by u.. u said u needed time to think & hopefully u mean it this time.. may this thinking time nt be forever as wat u promise it to be. if nt there is nt else to be said or done.. but i still wanna thank u for all the concer & care u brought to mi in those sweetest memories u brought to mi.. it will last forever in my heart...

to : ying ying hope u will stay happy for now on.. no more tears & sorrow but laughter & joy

to: the six-ties thx for being in part of my life u guys haven been great.. always there to give support & encouragement.. let us all jia you for the final race & after tt remember our celebration k? heez

to: the six flowers evryone of ur may be different & we have our own problems & ability but i thank for for putting ur together as frenz..

to: all my frenz everlating frenz is wat i promise all of u..

2005-07-17T22:21:00.000-07:00

its was months since i last post sia... dunno is dun have the time to post or dun feel like posting.. finally one paper is over chinese.. results will be out around national dae..either b4 or after it.. haiz realli did my best hope the result will be acceptable by myself... saw a show just teens said choosing to die is our choose wat rite do u have to stop us its my life wat..is it realli like this have they ever wonder wat will happen to their parents.. they are the one hu gave them life hu brings them to this world... dun they have the rite to stop them.. wat abt those who life them they will be upset too.. everyone will die one dae y nt make ur everydae as happay as possible so tt when u die u will nt have regrets like i did nt enjoy enough in my life.. it will be just too late.....

todae went service then after when to city hall with enci.shannon&heng kai.. accompany british india[heng kai] to bring his shoes.. we were like giving each other names as we shop.. haha.. in the end we all gt a lot of names.. heez.. the most is heng kai.. haha then after tt we went bishan enci went to bought her study bible.. i also wan one maybe will start saving now but will my mama let mi buy.. haiz i dun think so.... so sad...

2005-06-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

two daes have past let mi now tell u wat happen this two daes..

2/6/05

heez yesterdae went out with xiao hua..seow hui...yan mei & furong.. heez we took lots of photo sia.. so funny all the photo..we all laugh until the ppl inside the neoprint shop keep looking at us heez.. then after taking photo we went to eat..ate long john.. heez veri long nv eat le... then after tt we went SHOPPING.. heez i brought u wallet.. luv it soooooooo much.. the feeling of buying something with the money u earn yourself is soooo good de.. then after shop a while 5 plus we go home le coz mei needa go back to school for npcc's pop...then went reach home 5min later go out again.. went chong pang have dinner with my family then go walk walk a while.. heez so good veri long nv have dinner together le.. all so busy..

3/6/05

todae morning went for geo lesson then after tt meet jin & enci to tok abt how to help xue ren celebrate birthdae.. we all think veri long then we said think we make something for her so we tot of doing her a cake.. to show oue chen yi.. haha..so enci acompany mi go money cahnge & take $$$..then go meet jin & hua buy the things we need.. then after tt we go jin house do the cake we made jelly too heez.. the cake taste good.. at first we all so scared tt it will become a mess but thank god tt he gave uw widsom to bake the cake.. realli make thank god becoz although we went to the library to borrow a book on how to bake but after tt then we found out tt it does nt have the measurement so we arga arga guess lorz.. we all so happy tt the cake is a succes.. i must said tt its nt too bad la for 4 gals hu nv even make cake before..then after finish cleaning & packing we went home.. heez.. hope tml xue ren will be surprise by us heez.. hope she like wat we do for her.. k la gtg needa go do xue ren present le.. nitez nitez...........

4/6/05

looking forward to tml.. heez.. [fun!!fun!!fun!!]

2005-06-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

yeah!! its pay dae.. heez gt mine pay todae.. at first is dun have tution de the gal gal's dada said let her rest but her mum wants her to have tuition..sometimes i wonder she is onli pri 1 lehz and she have already started having tuition.. wat will happen to them when they gets older.. won't they be under a lot of stress? is tt stupid paper realli so important? wanna thank GOD here tt he have free mi from all the stress.. i can release my stress after crying nt like so ppl so stress till they get drepression.. shouldn't we be living a time tt is most enjoyable but y does its seems like we are all suffering? haiz ~wondering~

going out with my friends tml hope we have fun.. will we? or maybe onli will i? it seems like we are more & more apart nowadaes.. then are so close to each other whlie i can onli stand a side.. is it time i leave? are we all waiting for tt dae to come? haiz ~ wondering again ~

2005-05-30T19:39:00.000-07:00

yox its mi.. heez.. veri long nv blog le.. lets start with friday.. gt back all my results for mid year le.. did better than i expected.. gt lots of ppl to thank--- firstly i wanna thank my shi fu,wilson.. wanna thank him for spending his afternoon before the physics paper tesching mi.. i did well for tt paper which was able to pull up my chemistry therefore in the end i pass my science.. THANK YOU.. then i wanna thank all my frenza for being there to support mi and help mi.. and of coz GOD hu have been with mi seeing mi through the exams.

o level chinese is over finally!!! went for the paper todae.. did nt realli prepare veri well can't remember the chinese words so was quite scared when the paper was abt to start.. but when doing the paper its quite okie la.. paper 2 can do but paper one was a bit hard... haiz thank GOD for leading mi the choose the question tt is suitable for mi.. the rest i realli leave it too GOD le.. if its meant for mi to retake the paper there is nth i can do le...

i'ii be thankful tt GOD made us frenz..
i may nv noe y or how
but i noe here in my heart,
u'll always be one of the reason
why i'll keep on believing dat
GOD wants mi to be happy

father u have send so many so man y frenz to my life but are they all my frenz?? are they realli the reason for mi the believe tt u want mi to be happy.. y are we somethings so close in scholl but when it comes to after school or during school we seems to be so far apart.. u are all so close to each other while i can onloi listen to u all talk & when i said something no one seems to bother abt it.. it this the kind of frenz u wan mi to have...the kind which can bring to mi heaven one moment & the next moment i am in hell.. this kind of life is meaningless to mi le.. i am feeling so numb abt it le.. i no longer feel so sad abt it so wat if u all go out & i dun go.. i dun care le.. i am numb, dead watever u said..I NO LONGER CARE!!! however i also wanna thank GOD for sending mi frenz dat are good to mi & realli king & real to mi..

2005-05-18T22:22:00.000-07:00

hey so long nv blog le.. having exams.. so stressful everyone seems to nt hace enough slp all study studyee heez.. gt back so almost all my papers todae nt tt happy with some especiall english & math.. english already expected le.. onli 5 ppl pass.. but i am just so veri the disappointed with my math paper.. i dropped from 70++ to 50++ its too much le realli cannot take it.. almost in sch todae becoz of the reasons but come to think of it wats the use of crying now tt the result is fixed.. will work harder.. tts more practical instead of crying.. nt feeling too well.. mummy said if tml still nt well dun go sch but needa go have to go take papers...
hope tml will be a better dae but dun think so coz chem also sure die le.. heez

right here waiting for my fairy tales

2005-05-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

o my.. its been long since i ever blog.. was too busy with all the test test & more test.. finally now gt a break but didn't get to rest much... fridae was sport dae everything was fine but nt as fun as b4 le ba.. maybe becoz tis year is inter class de.. then yesterdae went out with my cousin & her friends to help her celebrate her birthdae.. brought her a shirt as birthdae gift this year realli running out of ideas as to wat to give her le... then we took photos..play.. then my cousin treat us to dinner.. heez was realli an enjoyable dae.. then todae woke up early & went service... after service found out tt we have to move.. to where? we dunno still looking for a place.. just wanna pray tt GOD would make a way & help us find a new place soon.. then after service when cwp with enci..didi..kee tee..guan yi... haha we took photo again.. then after tt we all lazy so took cab to my house then all rot at my house.. we watched mtv..play guitar & kee tee manage to do 1 qns of his homework..[haha] then its time for mi to so out so we all went together lorz.. went out with my family members to celebrate early mother's dae but munny didn't go coz she gt to work nvm think will celebrate with her again next week ba.. still thinking of wat to give her.. hope to be able to find one suitable gift soon ba.. kk gonna end her.. that's my dae...

finally the time is back.. to the old times we use to have...

2005-04-10T10:25:00.000-07:00

yoz i am back.. uncle stop complaining tt i nv blog le... gt nth to said ma nt like u all heez... kidding onli... yeah went service todae together with enci & cherie.. hua join us later.. haha service todae was fun every gal & officer was like toking abt yesterdae RT haha... then many sharing & testimony was touched by ms sherine testi.. haha so sweet.. hey todae we gt a new sister.. sister luda.. haha.. joking ya... then after service mi..enci..hua..da er zi...wilson & ms junn went for lunch at 313 then after tt went enci house for enrolment practise... wow u guys were great the song was nice then after tt the officers went off first then we were like tearing enci house down.. we were like going through the song book.. then we ]mi wilson er zi[ play the guitar & enci played the piano haha so fun... then after mi * wilson went off first at first is together de but dunno y hua they all nv go in the end onli left the two of us go on our own heez... Then reach home do hw [last mim] haiz tml gt a math test hope will be able to pass did nt do well the last time... i am like getting more & more unfocuse.. always do hw last min & things dun wish to study.. aftering stepping down realli nid to make good use of all the sat to do my studying.. last year le lets us all study hard & win tis final race.... jia you jia you!!!!

For a new relationship to start the old must stop...if the old cannot be forgotten there will be no starting of the new.. i need to do tis or there will be no end to it & the new will nv come...
Has our new come???

]HE SAIDS SO[

thank god for all things

2005-04-09T10:15:00.001-07:00

hey it mi after sooooooo long.. veri long nv blog le lehz.. although a lot of things happen but i dunno how to said it or express it so decided nt to write anything...
To him * the old has realli realli go but has the new of u cum i wonder?? *

Todae was the resilence trail competition.. we gt two teams in the trail & mine team in the banner making.. although we didn't win anything but i noe tt all of us has do our best & we realli enjoy the process of making the banner... u gals did well...
AH.................................>>>>>>>>>>>>
well done to von von team u gals did well... gong xi for getting the gold award ya...
enrolment servise is nxt week so excitied & scared.. am the colour esscot.. dun realli noe wat to do.. everything was soooooo self service.... haiz just pray tt god will give us the widsom... amen!!!

are we realli frenz??

birthdae month..

2005-03-15T11:06:00.000-08:00

heez this month like all my frenz birthdae like tt.. yesterdae just went out wif jess..tim..yong sim.. yan mei..xiaohui.. to help lee fong celebrate her birthdae.. we went out at 7 plus after my camp.. they waited for mi..heez thanks.. then we went sembawang shop there the taste of thailand for dinner... wow the meal was veri good we all ate till veri full.. we spend $60 on the dinner heez.. then after tt we took cab go causeway wanna take neoprint the but then too late le.. reach there 9 plus le... the person close the counter le.. but it was like we all hardly get to go out together lorz so we plead the person and she said okie.. heez so happi... then after tt we went mrt station there take photo using carmea this time heez.. then after tt we all went home... was a veri tired dae.. lolx.. then todae veri sian at home nothing to do so ask qian they all go out.. then shop shop shop then went dinner then after tt si qian treat mi and hui jin go swensen eat ice cream heez.. thanks si qian.. anyway wanna wish her all the best for tml.. may god be wif her always.. heez... tml going out again.. morning 8plus gt POA tuition till 10plus.. then 12 gt english course till 2plus.. then after tt going out with enci they all to celebrate pat..wan lian & si qian birthade.. see birthdae again.. o ya todae is Raze birthdae.. happi birthdae to him... wow tis month so many ppl birthdae.. my pocket gt hole le.. heez.. hope we all have a fun time tml.. heez...

i miss u lots...

wat past is past

2005-03-12T00:38:00.000-08:00

haiz in the pas during tis time should be in camp de but this year dun nid to go.. onli enci..xiao hua..hui jin & sock geok nid to go.. at first dun feel anything but many ppl ask mi tis " hey y u dun nid to go camp huh when the others do" i started thinking abt it.. is it becoz i am nt needed or is it becoz i just dun have to be there.. i feel tt things nid to be change we cannot always have the same ppl doimg thing.. the others dun have a change to show themselves.. i dunno maybe i have think too much ba... todae want back to sch to pass my didi his hp.. then after tt went bishan wif jessilyn to buy lee fong's birthdae present.. we helping her to celebrsting on mondae.. then we took as usual.. its a veri good feelings lorz.. we are frenz again.. we have both learn to put the past behind us lorz.. i hope this continues on lorz.. anyway its always good to have one more frenz then one more emeny rite?? heez.. then after tt went to meet yan mei & seow hui go causeway then we take neoprints agin.. heez.. spend almost all my money on photo hahaha...
then after tt went home to acompant daddy & mummy for dinner lorz.. tts mine dae haha...

now then i realise tt we are just as well being frenz....

~a dae of sorrow & anger~

2005-03-09T11:00:00.000-08:00

heez gt back all my test papers le.. quite happy abt it.. however i fail my chem i didn't expected tis.. the paper was veri easier and i noe how to do all the qns but i dunno y.. i realli dunno y i still fail the papers.. so disappointed in myself... todae after sch went tp... thn dunno y kanna scolding by the teacher for no reason... the gal sitting in the front row was veri noisy so she scold them but she scold mi too.. i am nt one of them, i sat beside her lehz & she kept toking to mi in the end she scolded mi.. haiz dunno wat happen..i cried at night.. i was sorting out my thing then i come across all the letters my frenz wrote to mi on my birthdae .. christmas & other daes... i cried as i read the letters.. i realli realli thank god for them.. they are realli the best bunch of frenz god has given mi.. especially her.. she is always the one there for mi in times of happiness.. joy.. sadness & sorrow.. she is realli a veri good frenz to mi.. although i lose him as a love one & as a frenz but i still wanna thank god a million a million a million for her & for all my frenz.. without then i might never be wat i am now.. i might nt be able to hang on for so long...

frenz forever & frenz a life time.. i PROMISE...

hanging there is tough

2005-03-06T20:46:00.000-08:00

haiz veri long veri blog le.. simply cannot find time to blog.. gt tonnes of homework to do everydae.. then common test just over should be able to get back my papers tml ma.. so scared..
todae wake up early in the morning then go service.. then after tt first went causeway then go jurong point then after tt go back sun plaza watch movie.. haha watch white noise okie la nt tt scary lorz... then after tt went home at abt 7 plus to go and have dinner wif my family.. on the way home was smsing him.. then after i just sms him he send mi this ~advice to u.. dun msg on the road beware of traffic horz~ dunno y he will see mi maybe he in his daddy car ba.. he just won't tell mi... i am so super tired.. the hanging of being hang there by some one is nt good.. father do u wan mi to give up on him.. is the devotion lesson a sign to mi.. that he is nt my pronce and u have a better plan for mi.. i realli dunno god.. if yes pls have ur will done.. get him get him out of mine mind.. dun ever let mi remember him.. let mi go into a deep slp and after tt slp i will be refresh again.. i will nt remember him and nt noe tt he exist... i am breaking apart.. god pls have ur will be done as u do everytime according to ur will and its will be the best plan for us.... i truthly believe this.. amen...

i am realli hurt by u

2005-02-25T00:17:00.000-08:00

haiz toade start off quite well.. gt back my physics test papers did quite well la.. haha... then afternoon went shopping with enci becoz after tt nid to go family centre but hu noes went we reach there the lady on leave.. wasted trip so mi and ence went back shopping again lorz.. wow i spend &60 dollars todae u noe omg.. bought a wallet..apair of slippers..a photo album... then went to take photo and many many more.. this frist of my todae.. i cry again todae i told him i will nt shed anymore tears for him but i fail... i have fall agin... i am broken my heart is shattered into million & million of pieces..wat did i do to get this kind of treatment.. god pls give mi the strength to hang on... stop mi from falling deeper...

i dun wish to fall deeper.. i dunn wanna shed anymore tears...

slient daes..

2005-02-21T10:42:00.000-08:00

haiz tis few daes still de same lorz... homework homework still homework.. todae gt two test chinese & e-math.. haiz both also gone case la.. nt much hope.. tml still gt physics test.. haiz so stress.. realli wish to faster finish my o Then tear all the books away & NV see them again.. haha [violent].. its has been daes since we tok, but okie la i am still alive.. maybe i realli can forget.. it seems to be quite well now compare to when i first.. continue.. jia you... god bless all..

no longer wanna shed any tears for u..

i see through..

2005-02-17T04:53:00.000-08:00

veri long nv blog le.. simply dunno wat to write.. haiz now morning everydae must run.. at first felt veri sian but after running nt bad la quite fun.. todae ran with belinda she so funny haha...heez starting to tution ppl next fridae maybe god give mi the widsom to teach well haha..thought of many many things tis few daes.. life seem to have no true meaning.. some ppl may be realli veri veri veri good to u but u dun even care abt them but to those hu keep on hurting u.. u choose to treasue them.. y can't ppl be good to ppl hu are good to them? they just seem be colg to them and just kick them aside.. they always like to reach out for ppl hu are nv reaching.. y can someone answer mi pls????
i no longer wish 4 anything ...coz i noe tt miracles dun happen.. ~* dying faith in u *~ time to realli let go.

still standing strong..

2005-02-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

heyhey tml is chinese new year eve le.. haiz must go my uncle house stay overnight like every other year... sian... tml in class nth much happen... the a math test haiz dun tok abt it le la.. comfirm die le.. the teacher onli give us 45 mintues to do 6 qns some more the qns gt so many parts.. the test is quite easy but we nid more time.. haiz realli feel like dropping a math.. dun think we will be able to complete it.. now is already like fed and we still have 12 chaps to go.. haiz... haiz tts my dae lorz so sian rite.. life without him is so sian.. haha no la eveydae is like tt de lorz..
just to tell him... this is the sec dae le... i am still standing strong.. haha..
i seem to have move back a bit.. but can i realli give up? i think i am but is tis the truth.. i hope so...

thanks for all the sweet memories.....

eveydae life..

2005-02-07T01:05:00.000-08:00

heez todae is a normal dae again... morning went servise wif enci & shannon.. then after tt we went shopping help shannon pick some new year clothes haha... fun have a good time todae veri long nv go service le mum dun let.. then after tt cum home at abt 5 plus lorz.. then do homework till 9plus..then after tok to him a while then nth le lorz.. haiz tml gt test again everytime test.. help i am slacking.. i nt dun have the mood to study le... may god blesses all of us as we take our o level tis year.. may he grant all of us the widsom & energy to finish tis final race.. then we realli can slack le haha.... and to him.. i have "kan kai" le... dun worry abt mi.. i am no longer sad heez... tts my dae.. wahahahahahahahahaha....

maybe we are better off as frenz... happier!!!

tired real tired

2005-02-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

heez veri long veri bolg le... yst had a heart to heart tok with him.. heez veri long nv tok like tt lehz.. haha.. then a bit sad plus happy lorz.. then veri tired le so go slp le nv blog... yst tok okie la he said i veri sensitive izzit realli like tt?? i admit tt i think alot but am i8 sensitive i dunno.. maybe he is rite lorz...todae he said he need to understand mi & nt make mi sad anymore.. yes although he always makes mi sad & wanna cry but horz just a msg or smile from all my sadness will go away le.. heez so i told mi dun think so much.. haha...i dun wish to continue.. i wanna rest i am tired le.. i dun have the energy to wsit any longer le... i am realli realli realli veri veri veri tired le... then todae gt GB lorz then after tt go causeway wif my didi.. heez then we took neoprints haha first time take with him... then after tt buy some clothes for mine dad.. then wanna go home liao de but then saw yan mei & seow hui then in the end go take neoprints again haha then we go play play.. then reach home 10plus then go eat dinner then watch tv then now blogging lehz.. going to slp soon le.. tml going service.. Heez thank God tt my mum allow mi to go tml & nt ask mi to stay at home like last few daes.. k la go orh orh nitez nitez...

God blesses all especially him...heez

sadness filled within mi

2005-02-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

heez mi very long nv blog le.. com break down & i dun have the mood to write anything... cannot do well in anything tt i do it has been weeks & daes since we tok.. he claim its becoz of his bill but is it so.. i dun feel tt way.. i realli can't but think tt he is avoiding mi.. help mi.. i am going into the trap deeper & deeper each dae.. more n more heart broken each dae.. should i realli let go? i try but i just can't...todae our class had a competition on the topic ~* should bgr be encourage in sch *~ i was on the agreement side.. but i realli dunno myself do i realli feel tt way.. if yes y can't i just give up on u?? Heez now the bb & gb dun nid to stay back after sch on thursdae for muster parade le.. so good.. can have more time to do work dun nid to stay up late le...thank god for tt...
i felt realli terrible todae i discovered a secret abt someone tt concern one of my frenz i realli wish to tell her but i am afraid tt tis will hurt her.. when she noes abt it she will de as sad as i am now.. i dun wanna see my frenz like tt... but i feel bad if i dun tell her.. wat should i do.. i am having my problemsn now my frenz problems cum in.. shoul i tell her i nt... i realli dunno.. father pls help mi solve all tis problems i realli dunno wat to do.. i am tired realli tired.. tis world might no longer hold any more meaning to mi... i am realli tired le...

FILLED WITH SADNESS & DISAPPOINTMENT...[HEART BROKEN]

~boring dae~

2005-01-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

haiz todae is just another dae.. just finish studying for tml physics TEST so come in ang scribble sth lorz.. heez.. haiz tml gt muster parade so lame lorz they ask us to go for 15mintues foe the combine march out then they said we can go home le dun nid do the 1hrs drill thing.. its so lame lorz like tt wat for ask us gojust for tt 15min we have to wait for 1hr after sch lehz.. waste time rot in sch... but after tt we stay back on our own to do drill lorz becoz we taking drill test soon ~* stage 3 *~ so scary.. hope we all can again pass together like stage 2 like tt lorz... commite it all to God heez.. but we still must train hard hard la...yeah we gt 11 new gal in GB thank God for them although its nt alot but i think its the work of God.. he gave us the amount tt is suitable to us.. may they be committed and stay on with their fire always burning...
haiz may God also keep my fire buring always no matter in GB or in sch.. dunno y seem tt i have been slacking since the start of sec4.. always gt no mood to study... always think of him.. dae & nite heez... lame'''.. i am now closer & closer to my frenz and i feels tt they are more & more trusting mi lehz.. heez so happi.. thanks to them for giving mi a chance to change...
YEAH I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL BUNCH OF FRENZ IN TIS WHOLE WORLD~~~~~~

JUMPING OFF

~* ANGELA *~

I AM SO MADLY IN LUV WITH HIM... HELP MI GET OUT...

~* dO w3 HaVe FaTe *~ i hope so...

2005-01-26T23:11:00.000-08:00

I am still waiting.. waiting for someone tt might nt like mi but i still wanna wait... i believe if he is meant to be mine fate will bring him here rite beside mi.. so i am goin g to wait.. wait for fate to come... although it might nv cum but i dun care.... haiz the weather nowadays so bad a lot of ppl is sick including mi and him.. mi still okie onli flu ma but he gt fever lehz.. haiz cannot see him in sch cuz nt same so dunno how he is doing le haiz...todae horz gt two test lehz poa & chinese.. poa still okie gt all the balances but horz the chinese die le nv study so all the chinese words dunno how to write hope can still pass with the help of the back qns.... todae when to sembawang family centre with enci to clock cip hrs.. he3z.. the persom ask us to be tutors le.. so excited abt it.. hope tt God will give both of us widsom to help the kids... k la gtg.. take medi then orh orh le nitez nitez.....

~* ANGALA
AKA
ANGELA*~

~* witing is painful but i will continue waiting *~

~* thankful *~

2005-01-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

~* hiiii to all *~ haha tis is the first time tt i am blogging... just created tis account. speacial thanks to my sista ENCI for helping mi degsin my blog becoz i dunno how to od ma... haiz so sian... nth much have change in my life & i am still waiting.. waiting for him... he seems to be avoiding mi nowaday.. he said tt its mine own sensitive thoughts but i still feeling tis way... although we might nt see each other veri dae but tis feeling seems to more stronger each dae... hope to see him again soon...
hay enough of tis no matter how much i write nth is going to change la...haiz sch have reopen foa almost a month le.. haiz i am so stress up by all the test and homework.. the amount of homework tt we have each dae is like tones & tones of mountain lorz.. but i thank God for giving mi the wisdom to complete all my work within the day.. k la gtg le ~* have to go study again.. tml gt test *~
SIAN DIOA DIAO...... BLOG AGAIN SOON...

HAIZ ITS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE LUV THAN TO LUV... DID I MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE??

~* AnGeLa *~